Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	Girls and Boys by: GC

I don't know what to do with myself.
Now that shooting the movie is finished, I don't know how I'm going to be spending my time. I'm a little confused and a little lonely. I've missed Shane so much lately. So, instead of him calling me (which he usually does), I called him. I called him on his cell phone late last night. I knew he would be up. I felt a little shy calling. Why do I always get that way when I'm calling someone? But anyway, he answered and we talked for about 10 minutes. It was a rather short conversation for us. He sounded a little busy and I asked if he was, but he said he wasn't. I don't know, maybe he just didn't want to talk to me. I'm so damn insecure when it comes to relationships.

I was talking to Julia on the phone about it last night after I got off the phone with Shane. She said that I was beautiful, smart, nice, funny, and a great actress and that I should not be insecure at all. Thank you Julia for being a great friend, supporting me, and listening to me bitch and complain.

I really do want need to talk to Shane about it all. Hopefully he'll call me tonight. And, everyone is saying or asking if we're a new couple, but we have been a couple for a little while now. Thank you very much.