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[27 Jul 2003|02:51am] |
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I can't sleep. I just kept tossing and turning. Does it make sense to be tired, but not sleepy? I've been thinking about everything that's happened in the past few days and everything that is up ahead. I think it's because I think too much. I'm worried about everyone, including myself. What's wrong with this picture? I can't stop listening to the All American Rejects, which isn't a bad thing. I really miss Shane. I want to see Julia too. At the moment Clay and Benji aren't even talking to me!!! There are people up, but everyone is quiet. Unlike myself. Oh well.
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| *Smiles* |
[26 Jul 2003|03:12pm] |
I'm back home. There is really no place quite like it. I had a great time in New York. But I actually missed working, my friends, and Shane, of course. :) I'm really glad to be home. The maid came a couple days ago, so my apartment is so nice and clean. I'm organized, but just not clean. I feel like hanging out with some of my friends. I've missed them so much!
Lots of love,
Leelee
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[17 Jul 2003|11:48am] |
I'm in New York right now. I've had a good visit with my family, but I miss working, my friends, and my apartment. I'll be home in a couple of days. Sorry for the short entry.
Leelee
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| MIss you. |
[12 Jul 2003|10:51pm] |
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I've decided to take a few days off and go home and see my family in New York. I've been meaning to do this forever and I really miss them. They miss me too. I'm lucky enough to be able to take a few days off from work while the rest of the crew is working on other things. And Shane, I'll miss you. I'll also miss all of my friends, you know who you are. ;)
Lots of love <3,
Leelee.
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| Shane... |
[10 Jul 2003|11:19pm] |
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I just got back from my date with Shane. *smiles* I was great. I had a lot of fun. He picked me up at my apartment at 6:30 and we went to the beach. The beach wasn't very crowded. We got there in time for a few hours of daylight. We played in the sand and water. We built sandcastles. I know it sounds childish, but it was a lot of fun! We walked across the beach. We watched the sunset. It was so gorgeous tonight. Then after it got dark, it was a clear night where you could see the stars really well. The stars just lit up the sky. It was beautiful. We just sat, laughed, and talked about everything...relationships, work, movies, music, our pasts, and just life in general.
I really like Shane...he's intelligent, nice, sweat, hilarious, fun, and handsome. I can't keep my mind off of him. This, after just one date. I already miss him. I hope I "won him over" as he said I could. I hope he feels the same way about me as I do about him. If he didn't I would be crushed. Why do I get myself into these situations with men? I've never had a terrible relationship, but I've never had a great one either.
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[10 Jul 2003|12:10pm] |
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Well I had to get up early this morning and go to the set. It was sort of hard because of my lacking in sleep last night. But, with the help of caffeine I'm going to be alright. Right now I'm in my trailor on a short, short break. I think we're going to get done early today. We've already filmed more scenes than we thought we would by now.
Later tonight I'm going to the beach with Shane. We talked last night. He's really nice, sweet, and of course cute, haha. It sounds like we have a lot in common. It will be fun.
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[08 Jul 2003|01:50pm] |
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I had been feeling a little depressed lately. I'm not sure why. I guess I'm just stressed about this movie and I haven't had much fun lately. But, today I'm going to hang out with Julia. I'm not sure what we're going to do, but she's great and a lot of fun. I really miss all of my friends. I think I need a vacation. Natalie wants to hang out tonight too. So I guess I'll be doing fun stuff and I won't be antisocial! Haha, I think I caught up on my sleep and I feel a lot better. Thank you to all the people that listened to me complain and ramble on about my problems.
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| Only time will tell. |
[07 Jul 2003|12:28pm] |
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Today I've just been resting. I have to go to the set later on. I've been working like crazy. I'm kinda tired and I'm just going to chill for awhile.
Last night I was feeling really depressed. I was kinda sad because I found out some information I did not want to know. I guess it all happens sometime in our life, usually more than once. I was talking to Clay and he made me feel a lot better. He's a great friend. He and Keri make a great couple and I'm very happy for them.
Later tonight, after I get back from working, I want to hang out with someone. No one in particular, just one of my friends. So, if you are reading this post a comment and we can go hang out. I can't stand this emo/antisocial thing.
Lots of love,
Leelee
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| Hope everyone had a happy 4th! |
[06 Jul 2003|08:13pm] |
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Well I've been working like crazy, sorry I wasn't on for a few days. I did get the 4th of July off. I went to the beach with Hayden. We had a lot of fun. He's going to date different people and not have one particular significant other. That sounds good to me. I do want a boyfriend, but I don't think I'm ready for a serious relationship. I'm always busy. This is going to be a short update because I'm on the go, don't have a lot to say, and I'm about to have a nice, quiet dinner. Goodnight.
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| New days are strange, always a change. |
[03 Jul 2003|08:07pm] |
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Anyway, not a ton has been going on, surprisingly. Not terribly hectic. I've been working mostly. I am off tomorrow for the holiday. I really don't have any plans. I think I'll just relax. Maybe have a friend come over or something. We'll see what happens.
On Saturday I'm going to the beach with Hayden. He is so sweet. I asked him if it was a date, just to be sure. My past relationships haven't turned out all that great, so I'm just a little cautious. But he is a great guy and...he's hot! Julia also made me some new icons. Thank you so much! I've been feeling a lot better lately. I'm just ready for this movie to be done with. Thats about all for now.
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| Fun, but ARGH! |
[02 Jul 2003|07:15pm] |
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Last night was fun. I went to the movies with Nat, Chris, and Kate. We saw Finding Nemo and it was exeptionally cute. They were goint somewhere after, but I felt tired and a little nautious, so I just went back to the apartment and went to bed. I got a call in the middle of the night saying that they wanted to film, now! Basically one of those "Get your ass down here or you're going to be fired" kind of calls. But I don't think they would fire me now, or would they?
Anyway I went to the set and we filmed the rest of the night and this morning. I was already exhausted, so you can imagine how I felt after that. But, when I got back to the apartment it was 11 a.m. and all sunny outside. I just couldn't sleep. So, I cleaned the apartment. I dusted, swept, mopped, vaccumed, and picked things up. Now, I'm going to get rest! I really wish one of my friends would call me, but for the next couple of hours....
DO NOT DISTURB!
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| Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money.... |
[01 Jul 2003|03:32pm] |
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Well I've still been filming. I'm getting back in the habbit of working again. Sometimes it's fun, sometimes it's tiring, and sometimes I have to drag my ass out of bed to go. But, its all worth it. Everyone I work with is considered my family. We have good times and we have bad times. The movie is almost finished, but the work is not.
Other than on the set, my social life hasn't been doing that great. I talk to my friends, but we just haven't been doing a whole lot lately. Tonight I think I'm going to see Finding Nemo with Kate, Natalie, and Chris. What an awesome bunch to see a movie with. It's getting to be so hot. In a few days it will be the fourth of July. And as of now I have no plans, hint hint ;)
I'm still single. At times I really want a significant other, but my life is so full as it is. With working, family, and friends I really don't have much time to spare. Perhaps someday I'll find my soul mate and I'll settle down, have kids, and stop working so much. I don't think I could ever give up working. It's my life. It's what I do, what I love. Thats all for now.
P.S. Happy Birthday Marit! Congrats on the new relationships Gale and Randy; Natalie and Benji!
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| Whats going on... |
[29 Jun 2003|04:12pm] |
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Sorry I haven't been updating. I've been way too busy. Friday night I went out clubbing with Torry and Natalie. We danced and drank...alot. Some guys hit on us. We stayed out like all night. Torry and Natalie are wild and crazy, but a blast to hang out with. That next morning we went back to my house. They had to leave early though.
I decided against going home this weekend. I know my family wants to see me. I want to see them as well, but I just don't really feel like going all the way to New York. I'm getting really tired of flying. I know when I do see them they are going to nag me about not calling them or seeing them more. I try, but I'm so busy usually. We actually see like a "normal" family now. That is so strange considering my odd upbringing.
Reese invited me to go watch the Sixth Sense at her house and meet her daughter Ava. She also invited Clay. This should be a lot of fun. I love the Sixth Sense. Ava is 3 and even thought I've never met her, I've seen pictures and heard about her, a little cutie. Clay is a blast to hang out with too. I haven't known Reese very long, but she's a sweet girl and very talented as well.
Lately I've been on a horror movie fest. I've always watched them, even since I was a little kid. My parents were never strict at all and just let me watch about pretty much whatever I wanted. I owe my acting skills to them and that.
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| A sentence....like anything? |
[27 Jun 2003|06:12pm] |
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I've been really busy lately filming. I stay up there until wee hours of the morning, go home, get few hours of sleep, and got back. Thats the continuing cycle. Thank god for cappiccino and dr. pepper. Without them, I wouldn't be awake right now. I'm extremely tired.
I haven't really talked to my friends lately. Kate did call me. But, we didn't get to talk very long. I think I'm supposed to meet Natalie and Torry tonight. They need to call me. But, first I must get some sleep.
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[25 Jun 2003|06:49pm] |
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Another long and stressful day filming. We had about an hour break today and I thought I would go try out that new coffee shop across the street. I wasn't really disguised well enough I guess. I just walked over there and 3 stalker/fans came up to me. "Leelee SOBIESKI!" *runs!* Then when I got into the coffee shop this cute guy asked me if I was Leelee Sobieski. I told the truth because I really hate lying to fans or to anyone. Then all these people started coming up to me and asking if I would sign their napkins. I did about 15 autographs. Sometimes I'm really flattered when that happens and sometimes I wonder why people like me so much. Well, they don't really because they don't even know me. But, I'm not that pretty or talented, so what's the big deal? Oh well. Then when I come home I found out that Natalie can't go clubbin with me tonight. Will someone please come and see me? I really miss all of my friends.
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| WTF? but I don't run with scissors!.... |
[25 Jun 2003|01:40pm] |
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| Girl all the bad guys want... |
[24 Jun 2003|07:08pm] |
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Ok, so today was pretty good. I just chilled and hung out. I talked to my friends Julia, Kate, Maret, Michelle, Benji, and Joel. I think I finally got caught up on my sleep. I have to go to work tomorrow, but at least it's in LA. I finally checked my 31 messages on my phone. They were mostly from my agent and my mother. The two people on this earth who WANT to track me down and nothing stops them.
We should be done filming in about three weeks. Then, I'm off for a week and then we have the press release thing. It won't bo so official, but they will make it be. And I've gotten some modeling offers from a few magazines, so after the press thing, I should be going to Europe for a few modeling shoots. This shall be fun.
I've also decided that sometime this week, or maybe this weekend, I'm going to fly home to New York. Apparently my familly misses me. PSH, imagine that.
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[24 Jun 2003|11:52am] |
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I had fun last night with Natalie. We saw Bruce Almighty. It was pretty good. Then we just hung out and had a girlish sleepover type thing, heehee. Later on we got the marguiritas. I had WAY too much to drink. I ended up getting sick. I'm so sorry NAT!
Well anyways I woke up early this morning, with a major hangover, and I got on a plane. I'm just hanging out today at home. It's nice. *Says there's no place like home and taps feet together 3 times.*
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| The update.... |
[23 Jun 2003|11:16pm] |
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Anyway, when I got to Kansas they decided to cancel our meeting there and the directors were going to go back and have the meeting in LA, but all the actors still got tomorrow off! Which is so good! I'm thankful. There were a few problems with the movie, but I think they're all cleared up now.
I'm staying with Natalie. We didn't go out or anything. I slept for like 5 hours, lol. Now we're just watching movies, listening to music, and eating popcorn. It's like a girlish sleepover. Which, I haven't had in quite some time. But, I think I'll leave pretty early tomorrow, just so I can go home for a day and relax.
I'm going to have to go see my parents this weekend, too. They keep calling me. I had 31 messages on my phone! I hadn't checked it in like 2 days and suddenly I'm popular. I haven't called most of the people back yet.
Oh no, I think I'm going to be sick....
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